sweet pink

第几个100天

2012-01-08T01:11:00.002+08:00

how many days and still counting? i am still watching you online until you offline, and We'd never taken the first step to talk with each other.

it's 2012!. i wanted to start my life all over. I wanna be happy and Just happy.

It is already enough for me.

No more insomnia please.

How things going to work in my way? Is avoiding the best solution after all? i guess it is.

reminiscence

2012-01-06T21:04:00.001+08:00

stories of 2011 (not in order) :

Batu pahat trip with friends. I finally realized the meaning of Batu Pahat.

Ipoh:

my grandma's PS2, i remember i played GAMEBOY last time. 10 years later and saw what my grandma having was kind of surprising. :)

The only mandarin novel that i read and i got super proud of it. the story was great. i used half a year to fin. *laugh*.

Ipoh soya bean. I was craving for one that time.

melacca excursion:

we were laughing happily that time. I wish the smile on my face would stay forever like this and i promise, i wouldn't complain about how sunny the weather was. :(

A friend of mine (cough) always fulled of idea about partying with us. that day, we were having white-bread at lunchtime. :) *peace*

live show concert. went there to see Jacky Wu's live concert. the funniest actor I've ever seen.

Can you see all these little ants' head here?... they looked so small with my camera. they are humans OF COURSE.

after the concert, i went camwhored abit. :)

brother's graduation ceremony. And i was the flowerie girl. :P

phuket + penang trip:

creameh soup. *drool*. so creamy and tasty!

5 minutes after.

they designed so nicely like made for each other only. professional chefs!.

Carolers!. and spot the captain!

their desert = tiramisu i didn't like it because it's chessy. but i love their design. so artistic!

*cough*. :P

star cruise.

monkey and the baby monkey. :D

geting highlands 29,30,31 of december. :)

2012-01-05T19:16:00.001+08:00

HOHOHO!. high schools have reopened, students please be punctual to school tomorrow! While JIE.JIE still having a long and relax holiday here. *smile*.

Where have u been on the 31st of December?.

well, i went to Genting Highlands.
the theme parks ticket was sold cheaply when you have a Genting membership card. (YES, I've just applied one, *don't get jealous, grin*)

not much photos taken when i was at outdoor theme park because i din bring my phone out of the hotel room. What, i scared the phone would drop down when i enjoying my roller coaster ride. T.T I also worried about the phone will spoil after banging here and there 0kie.

this is the show that we watched after playing the whole day. :X

don't blame me because i have wasted the ticket by snoring in the ballroom.

and i complaint to my mom that the show isn't interesting enough for me to stay awake *laugh*

and look!. what i found out in my ASTRO VIEW magazine.

People actually bought the tickets to watch the show.

I'm not sure how much it costs but i heard my mom said it was RM85.

Unbelievable right.

My mom actually got the tickets for free. *laugh*

Feeling super exhausted but still managed to go to Starbucks at Genting highlands.

That's the passion i have in coffee of this unique place. (:

I had really underestimated the weather of Highlands. I wanted to bring more clothes okay?. My mom was the one stopped me from bringing. T.T And i caught a cold after exposing myself to foggy environment. Especially when you play the fun ride involving water splashing all over your body (for twice!).And i was so spirited to watch MARS NEED MOM after we have gone back to our room *proud*.

We were so lucky to meet the actors that casting for some sort of Malaysia movie that night at 8.30. Those girls look really like models. They are so pretty and slimmie. *jelly*. D:

went back to home sweet home on 31st December and watched many LIVE shows at hommie. i was super tired and lazy to go out anyway. The TV was great, showed fireworks of certain countries and there were obviously, more beautiful than Malaysia ones!. I have seen the more beautiful fireworks than you on the last day of 2011. *WEE :P!*

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happy new year. new start!.

2012-01-01T20:04:00.001+08:00

it's the first day of 2012 today. :)
excuse me, imma very lazy to post anything just yet. I will update S00n alright?...
but for now, please allow me to enjoy today. SORRY!.

2011-12-22T01:45:00.006+08:00

throw me away in the dark and i swear i wouldn't be crying THIS TIME!
sat there watching when i'm going through hell.

tick tock

2011-12-21T01:25:00.001+08:00

EMPTY~

it's not that i'm bored (erm, kind of a bit) but you know what. Should i just make an emo post or i should just keep it all to myself?

the post is supposed to be full of words but!. *sigh*

stop asking "~~are you okay question mark"~~ or ~~"how are you question mark"~~. This is super insincere. i mean do u really be bothered if i say i am not good? *roll eyes*

well well well, i think i should just SHUT UP. so the words u will be seeing are

i know it's lame. till then!

phuket trip

2011-12-18T23:42:00.003+08:00

Phuket…

This mightbe the only trip I had on holidays, and mommy has replaced this with myDESIRED hong kong one. I have been waited for long but still ended up couldn’ttravel that place. Gosh, I miss HK so much!! *BIG SIGH*. Anyway, Thailand was great,wait, despite the weather. We took bus to Penang at first. 5 hours of suffering journey to Penang! Should have taken AirAsia flight though, the flighttickets were so cheap okay?

that's nothing special about this shop at penang, Malaysia. but to me, it's my friend's surname. so i took a picture of it!. =) it has a special meaning and memory of us, i believe.

cruise model and i have zoomed the swimming pool which located at the highest deck. (they called deck)... they even have spa!!.. Extremely comfortable for your information.

chinese temple! erm, but with thai statue? well. anyway. that day was hot. *roasted*

YA! Another destination that I hate going is temple. We went to almost every temple in Phuket and that made me so sick! Since the weather was flamingly hot, why didn’t we just go to some shopping complex and relax ourselves? *BIG QUESTION*, no one brought me to air-cooling shopping complex that I’d wished I could go. Perhaps phuket doesn’t have any shopping complex. LOL.

chinese temple in phuket? hate hate hate!!.

and these are sawadikap, sapai sapai and neng som sam si ha hok zet pet gao sip~~ the only thai words i know. xD after some friend of teaching.

thai joss sticks are so colourful. why malaysia ones are only one tone, one colour??... they have palpal, red and green!!... attracting visitors to buy okay!. GOOD JOB thailand!. =)

Even their candles!!! even though the candles were not lighted up... LOL.

thai ice-creams. well, i know it is transported else where but still. magnum classic made me thought of the queen commercial. So, i snapped a pic of it. I was eating one anyway.

That is the 7-eleven in phuket island i believe temple since the colour was so much like 7-eleven!!. *ignore the guy over there -->*

And we had the golden opportunity to have dinner with the captains. they are all sweden but they are quite erm, old. so ya, i wasn't really interested and would go desperate!!!. gosh!

The cruise was gigantic! I even spot six medium-sized boats located at the 6^th deck, should probably use when emergency. By the way, the cruise was fun and awesomely designed, excluded the tiny rooms that we were staying. Not to mention the TINY bathroom, looks so much like “ONLY FOR KIDS”. That was really nightmare about their rooms.

Other than THAT, everything was awesome. I’d met a guy and he is the “model” of the cruise among teenagers. Love his dimples which suit him so perfectly!

So, they had some sort of PARTAE on the last day of trip. there were so many hot songs being played such as nobody nobody but YOU, sorry sorry, BABY, and party rock! that hour was really awesome. all of the cruise's crews were dancing and of course, we'd like to dance together!.

well, i was bored. please Excuse me~

Good bye, star cruise... good bye to all the hosts, captains and crews. i will miss you. =)

MEMORY.

Oh! Have I evermentioned about their food? Guess not! Now I am telling you, you would never behungry as long as you are in that cruise. Meals provided there were delicious.They even have Chinese, western, Hindu style and BBQ. JUST FOR YOU TOCHOOSE!! And of course, you can go to all types! I mean how you resist noteating chicken wings, satay, rib-eye steaks, chicken Maryland, grilled fish, fresh salmon and err, some Chinese style of dishes? They also provide supper, whicheventually making me chubby and fluffy (just like a cat has puffed in a big playingball, imagine that.)

Overall,the trip was awesome but I would never wish to go again. Because the next holidaytrip, I WOULD BE GOING to HONG KONG! I must go in 2012. If I am still here,of course!.

holiday!!...

2011-12-18T19:37:00.001+08:00

i have lots to update..
phuket trip the next!!...

- please come back later-

loved,
sylvia =)

back to december. update

2011-12-01T03:31:00.001+08:00

today is the first day of the month- DECEMBER!. which that means Christmas and a brand new year is coming. currently, i don't have a tiny bit of joyous feeling.

Well, tell me what i should do in this month, this month should most probably be the happiest month for every student since exam has finally over and everyone's preparing for travel, PARTY for most.

oh, happy birthday to those who born on this lucky day!!. and ya. i wish you Merry Christmas and a happy new year.

i never wished you were here.

i don't know what have u been thinking, i have no idea what i want anyway.

i just want to isolate myself at one corner and think what i should do so that i wouldn't be regretting in the future (thanks to that movie, 那些年 =.=)

i really wish i can DIE young. URGH.

-to be continued-

last christmas

2011-11-27T21:37:00.001+08:00

you ended a story that I'd wished to begin.

how should i over you?

~~很想很想和你在一起.~~

days after final exams

2011-11-20T01:23:00.001+08:00

Days afterfinal exams.

Mom went toshanghai for a week before I could finish up my final exams. It ended up I’vestayed home for the whole week with grandmom and brother. Outings weren’tavailable since my grandmom didn’t allow me to go with others, not to say goingout alone with some boy has seriously restricted by her. This is one of herways of traditional thinking.

Anyway,during this exam period, I had been through a lot of ups and downs. It can besaid to be the darkest and lifeless days of my life despite of buying a fewventi size of starbucks per week. What I been through wasn’t what a humansupposed to go through. I’d been studying from 10-11 p.m. And YESH, either didI do any better in final exams. It made no difference, I believed. How the fuckdoes reading for at least 10 hours and it still would not be stuck in my brain…I was blanked in exams hall, and I didn’t bring my sweater in my chemistryexam. Was Shivering and fingers freezing!!!

Good news:brother has graduated and my family went to his graduation ceremony (2 daysbefore my chemistry exam)

wtf

2011-10-11T01:55:00.002+08:00

guy has PMS too?

a text message

2011-10-08T00:09:00.000+08:00

i'd always wished to receive a message from a particular somebody when i was about to sleep or i was having insomnia.
I used to have this excited and nervous feeling when I'd received a text from a person and that had already sufficient spirits for me to stay awake. But since it was the past, i really wished i could receive these messages again. We had not been texting since i have upgraded my phone. that was ironically disappointing.
i wished you have taken a great care of me again.
Currently, you did not care to reply my messages and i knew, you have never thought of sending messages to me like we used to be?

isn't that too much to hope for messages?
I really wished to have some sparks among us. *it's true*
but i wouldn't be proposed as you know. *aihz*

over you.

2011-10-05T22:04:00.003+08:00

over-granted.
do not know how to tell my own feelings to my friends. So, i'd like to release my feelings here.
how many days so that i can fully get over you?
why must i be acting like i have no feelings over you?
why must i be treating you like a stranger and you'd acted the same, treated me like a non-feeling statue which that is worse than being your acquaintance.
why din us talk like we used to, why din we greet to each other?.

why even if we were online, and you didn't ever bother?
the thing is you've treated me so awesomely and how could you treat me like you didn't know me?.
Now, i have decided.

Acquaintance 1:
我答应过自己不再去在乎你的是与非. 不再去怀念我那段蠢事. 在此, 不再允许我喜欢上这吊儿郎当的家伙. 但, 我依然会和你做那种最普通最普通的朋友. 别说什么再见了, 因为你要和我说话的诚意都没有.

Acquaintance 2:
不知道为什么, 当他和我倾诉,我就觉得很生气, 也许是嫉妒吧? 但我还是很潇洒的听他述说他与她的问题. 在不知不觉中, 就觉得他的好, 我也已经告诉自己我们只是好朋友, 所以, 不会再随便和笨笨的喜欢上任何一个男的, 因该要保持距离, 当每一个都是朋友而已!!!

sem break is over.

2011-10-02T04:01:00.002+08:00

yawn. ended up doing nothing much about studies at home.. spent time relaxing, chatting, talking, playing, hanging out etc EXCEPT for studying. the promises of studying before the holidays did not even reach 30%. Worse, i am going out tomorrow, means that my homework is left undone. okay, it is undone because i partially have no idea how to do!.
Admit it, 50% was true and 50% was because lazy + procrastinate.
i have talked a lot on sunday with my bro because we went to have supper at midnight. again!!. :)
it was always great because i can feel like he was my friend more than like my bro. talk like nobody else's business.

Okay, it's 4 a.m. now. good night! have a nice sleep tonight. because today will be the last day i would probably stay up to this late. :) bless me. and thanks to you (if u are seeing), that spent time talking to me, thou u have really put down your phone tonight (i understand, it was really late. i won't blame you, i am not that manja). :) GOOD LUCK, be good and don't EMO!!... =.=

Tata!. :P
p/s: sorry, all words, no pics, will upload if i have time :)

little secret. shhhhhh!

2011-09-30T00:49:00.002+08:00

i had naively thought that somebody would have really paid his attention on me because he had helped me in the sense of everything. Alright, maybe it was not everything at all but i felt like he was really good to me and by this, i thought he was kind of liking me. N.A.I.V.E!
And when he was gone, i waited him to online for the whole day although it was ended up with disappointment. But i did not give up in the first place, i waited and tried to chat with somebody but then. sigh!. i seriously did not understand what he wants because neither did he talk something that i expected. How much efforts that i have put in did not simply equal to how much succeeding will i be achieving. That might simply mean nothing to him. Till he did something that i do not feel like wanting to chat with him for one second right now. i wished he could disappear in my life so that i would not be remebering the sweet memories that we had before....
But at the same time, i am having a huge dilemma of whether wanting him to be mine, close friends or just acquaintances? We used to be very close last time, but now, i have noticed we are just simply acquaintances. He used to be very talkative and we had lots to talk last time, playing, eating, touching, caring, eye-to-eye contacting, heart-with-heart talking and more. But now, when we met each other, we did not even greet to each other. Just a simple smiling sign to show we know each other. That was awful. Even strangers and/or caucasians did show their smile to me when we were eye contacting.
I really doubt this relationship would last forever. he did not seem to put in effort for further relation.

so right, not waiting.

i have MOVED ON!.

I know he will never be viewing this blog, so it's obviously alright for me to mention about this matter here.
I knew he wouldn't be even clicked. :')

-THE END-

meh, semester break.

2011-09-29T01:07:00.000+08:00

one week of past-schedule:

Fly up high, it is semester break- monday.

Went to Sri Petaling to have a romantic night view with mommy and aunt.

As you can see, it was so tiring because i had naively thought that snapping a shot while jumping was not a hard task.

However, i had ended up jumping for trillion times and i had my leg cramped.

Alright, i deserved it. i had underestimated those people who could easily snapped a shot while jumping up high!

BUT i can certainly deal with it.

Tuesday

went to a swimming pool for half an hour and got kicked out by the staff .

facilities are not allowed by non-residence,

only common area is available?.

outing - Tuesday!
caught a movie named Fright night with bestie but the cinema in IOI mall was freezing cold.
I shrink into a fluffy ball and waited the movie to be ended.
Although the movie was great, i didn't feel like watching it due to the extreme coldness.
went shopping after, and bought a shirt in F.O.S together with a friend.
And yeah, i had a car accident on that day on the way home. That was because i got lost at that place and i was nervously drove my car. i do not have an extremely good driving skills, i am not a boy, please, so say whatever u wanted to over this kind of stuff.

i am not as thin. right but i can deal with it. thanks.

that was a cardigan that i should have bought but ended up didn't buy.... It's only 49.90. :(
worth the money??.

Sing sing sing - wednesday!!
my singing was not as good. but i paid and so, why wouldn't i sing? The facilities of k box is for customers to sing! so yeahhh, everyone interested, let's go and sing together!

ended with a smile and going with a bitter sad face on Monday itself.

我太笨

2011-09-26T02:11:00.001+08:00

WELL well well, i am bored! :)

time to get things started!!. STUDY!!! Exam is around the corner. Please DO remind me!!. stop playing tetris battle!! Stop doing nothing at home!.
urgh!!!... :<

alright, i know it's a short update. promise to have a longer post this week okay!. just be patient. AND HOLD ON!!... :)

carefree

2011-09-20T00:51:00.002+08:00

next week sem break. feel so relieved. :)

screwed up.

2011-09-12T00:47:00.001+08:00

i hate how weak i am right now. thinking of giving up and changing my entire science plan to a business course.
i really hate how this feels!!
i have ton of work to catch up with and yet, i am thinking of rubbish.
i really hate the moment that i am weak and had to let others to see the weak side of me.
and now, it's all revealed and i have no idea of what i going to face.

This feels sucks especially when friends out there advising and consoling me. But i know, the truth isn't as what they said, isn't it? Just as i over-estimated myself, underestimated the difficulty of this course. over-estimated my capability, thinking that i could handle this workload.

Because you know that, i couldn't. I just Couldn't!!.
:
'
(

*cried madly!!*

a break

2011-09-03T00:25:00.001+08:00

currently incredibly lazy to post any post related to my johor trip that I've been lately. anyway, it was unexpectedly memorable in the sense of home-staying and nights-driving (drifting), playing, walking under sunshine, shopping (enjoyed myself although shopped with two boys was weird) , lim teh-ing (at midnight), screaming over cats and dogs. Also, it was already great spending whole time chatting. :)

Threatening do works on me sometimes. As in bluffing about batu pahat is a village and there are only public toilets?. Right, that was what my mom been telling such as bathe at some public toilets that i've seen in those traditional movies thousand years ago. Certainly, it wasn't that bad. The beginning of journey has already started off with threatening!!

raya

2011-08-30T03:04:00.000+08:00

hey, first of all. wishing all the malays selamat hari raya.
especially to those who i really treat them as besties.
hope u guys enjoy your big big days, get some duit raya and maaf each other in this raya period!!
most importantly, stay healthy and happy upon!!!

going to Johor tomorrow, so wish me all the best ba.
staying at friend's house for the first time. *feeling so pai.seh leh*
Tata, have to start packing for this 3-days-trip!!.
and do hope i enjoy environment over there!!

gotta be missing you, my little man. :3

my little man

2011-08-12T23:49:00.002+08:00

what had happened on me was actually changing my attitude to this great man on earth.
here u go, this is the story :

FYI, the educational system in my university is normally involved in little quizzes and this would contribute a 15% of final marks. it's indeed a lot! So, i have opened the online quiz without knowing i have only one attempt. Maybe i did know that it's only one attempt allowed. But my thinking of attempting was having one chance of submitting answers while not just one attempt to open the quiz, meant if u accidentally closed the tab, u are said to be failed or got a zero for this quiz.
So, i have opened once for a quick view of how the questions would be and i closed it right away like 1-2 minutes after. A day after that, i opened it once again and my time was already expired. So, i was like (oh.mai.fugging.god, i got a zero mark for this quiz!), and here i was damn nervous, bcoz it really contributes a lot!!!, imagine u have a *0* for something in studies and how would you feel?. PROBABLY crying right?. that was what i reacted. And luckily my friend came over and brought me to a lecturer that run these quizzes. And my ang mo lecturer was perfectly kind and helpful because i went towards him and explained the situation i was in, and he was never been pissed off, angry nor did he scold me for one word. Instead, he helped me to fix this problem. i still remember what he had said, " It's alright, i will see what i can do for you." those words really warmed my heart. Of course, he said more than i could remember. He let me log in to my student portal and praise me about using the *tab* button. :P
OH Ya, when i spelled my name to him, he has already known my name, because when i spelled up to S-Y-L, and he said " owh, you are Sylvia Lee right?" And i was like. Oh, u remember my name. *touched*
And, when i tried to explain what i have done on the quiz, i meant closing the quiz tab because i just wanna take a look. the conservation goes like this:

Him: what, what actually have u done to the quiz. do u mean that u close the tab (and tatataaa)
ME: yarrr, the time is expired now (and tatataaa), i was just thinking of viewing the questions for 1 minute, but then I DIN Know... * with the wanna cry's voice* * and before i could finish up my sentence and his came in*
Him: No, it was alright, i can fix it for you (and tatataaa).
Me: okay. i am sorry. i shouldn't have *still with the wanna cry's voice* * and once again before i could finish up my sentence*
Him: Noooooo! u dun need to be sorry. it's really alright.
and the conversation went on till he fixed my problem.

i mean wow, was being the first time seeing such a good lecturer without scolding me like this * It is your responsibility of knowing everything before u started the quiz * (BLAH U) dun bullshit!!

Okay, so from now onwards. i will try not to skip or being late to his class, because i REALLY LOVE HIM!!!.

2011-08-12T01:07:00.002+08:00

stay tuned, i have bunch of stuff to tell. *touched*
:)
tataaa~

Blank

2011-08-06T00:53:00.003+08:00

ever since i stepped into this university, my life went totally upside down!. I have online quizzes with due dates, there r marks taken of course, i wouldn't be doing any of these shits if no marks are given. Marks as in points accumulated throughout the year.
I am so regret that i have supported this statement, " students should be encouraged to learn independently via online services in education purposes"
i supported this and it wasn't supposed to mean we have to hand in our assignments online, not to mention both doing and submitting in front of computer. Gosh, it's so strange and what if my short-sightedness got worse?
What if my internet connection has broken down? and Lecturers would say this shall not be your only excuse to not hand in online quizzes on time because THIS IS YOUR RESPONSIBILITY?
Right, and u can go and retire!! -_-

Anyhow, i still love some of my lecturer because they are really kind, helpful and cute.

imma lazy to upload PD photos over here. just erm, come back later. LOL
and my later is *don't know when*
my apology!!!

PD

2011-07-31T19:13:00.001+08:00

alright, i have promised myself to update for yesterday's happening but sorry, i have really no time to write a dozen words here because i have many assignments yet to be completed. RIGHT!, uni has just started and i already have assignments.. JUST great!!.

Anyway, i headed to port dickson yesterday. It's a trip from my university and it was kind of awesome!. YEAH! i felt reluctant to go that day before but overall, it was great. awesome team mates and team leader. my team leader had just reminded me of the rock, dwayne johnson, *gigle* And he is awesome shyt. Optimistic and funny! i like him man!!. :)
alright, i would update if i have time, is that okay?.
gotta run! see ya~

uni

2011-07-25T01:51:00.001+08:00

alright, I had a freaking lone holiday for the entire month, and orientated at university for one week, so now, it's the time to get some serious work, though unwillingly. A brand new start going to appear in my life, once again!

argh, i am so lazy to get my mind away from the game i obsessed with and concentrate on studies. This is just not me. But anyhow, I have to, we all have to. Well, i shall hope for a better TOMORROW, hope i wouldn't be that busy, hope i could enjoy every single minute with friends. YA, sad thing do happened, isn't it?. my class do not have any Australians, blond guys studying together, this causes me to be less motivated. I WAS SO SAD u know! *sigh*

And, i have to get ready for my new start. Right, my ready is actually not READY. We have about 3 years. Should i stay relaxed for this semester at least?. What makes me excited right now is clubs and societies!! I wanted to participate all clubs man! *giggle*

okay, that's it, see you in my next post which that is don't know how many hours/days from now. *lame*

here without you

2011-07-24T02:48:00.001+08:00

i wanna delete all the memories that related with you!

从此以后, 不再不再不再会

想念你了.

少了这分关心,

好好过我要的!!!

bravery

2011-07-20T01:20:00.001+08:00

highlight of this post : your courage is needed if u want your crush to be truly someone important in the rest of your life.

why?
because I'd watched a broadcast show in television, and the story was about a boy had crushed on one cute and beautiful lady and unfortunately, the lady is elder than him.
So, the boy didn't tell his feelings to that lady, but instead, he'd done some actions to show that he liked her. For instance, he fetched her to work for almost everyday, took a great care of her when she was sick, called her frequently etc. But the funniest part was the lady didn't realize everything that he'd done were the signs of crushing her. She thought they were good friends and the boy was being gentleman and helpful. This ambiguous relationship was maintained for 10 years. And now, this girl has a boyfriend and the boy is heart broken, despair, disappointed, regretful etc etc. They ended up being good friends, STILL!

At least you wouldn't be regretful if you propose to a girl and she rejects you. It isn't the awkward situation that counts, it is the courage and future that matters. How if she likes you too? you would never knew if you don't take the first step right? You and her are still friends if she rejected right? Moreover, it's a 50-50 chance of u getting a lovely girlfriend provided that u wanted her to be yours.

hello

2011-07-19T01:51:00.005+08:00

I've been missing you. :|

我们的关系.

到底是暧昧还是友情, 我总觉得你对每一个都那么好

你对我的, 应该也是好朋友的那种吧!

或许是我的种种误会, 才会对你擦出错觉.

如果我有袁湘琴的勇气与冲动, 我们会不会就在一起了呢?

end of holiday

2011-07-17T03:58:00.001+08:00

I have been staying at home for almost everyday, except for last few weeks. I went to some places that i have rarely been. For example, clubs and boutiques. And if you are a reader of mine, you should have known that i back to my hometown 2 weeks before. So, i am not saying that staying at home was not fun than having classes, just i am so excited to go back to where i belonged, friends!!! Gatherings after classes and have movie sessions for every week is indeed happier than facing computer. Instead, it never failed to disappoint me, though assignments gotten me moody last time.

However, if u have ever wondered what i have been doing all this while:

TADA! maple.
you are right, this is the game i desperate in and play from day to night with one of my ex-classmate.
There's a new job released from maple and it's like the most powerful job ever compared to any others? level fast, shoot fast, attack more, everything of that job is an advantage, just it is a bit lagged after this job has introduced and it is unfair that they level so fast and we (different jobs) level extremely slow.

see, that is my maple's friend (Wh0Areyou) that helped me in the sense of giving me nice equipments and helped us (Berltoqo and raventhepop) leveled.
u can actually see what is his attack range here. I snapped a picture of them and keep it secret, don't tell them. they have a low possibility to check my website so they wouldn't had known this picture....
we called him mike(wh0Areyou) because we have no idea what's his name and I'd simply named him Micheal. After being modified, we called him mike, out of nowhere. *smile*

this is the orbis ship where there would be some monsters named balrog (brown in colour). the purpose was to kill our lives. As u can see, my life is only 1473 and one touch of balrog can be 1479!, straight K.O.!!!, And whenever i sit for that ship, i always seen balrog. Others often complained that they couldn't meet balrog while me, i was complaining seeing too much of this monster and the fear of taking this ship was gigantic.

- to be continued -

independence

2011-07-10T03:27:00.002+08:00

My mother always wanted me to become independent. For example, get my college fees done, drove to school, drove to wherever without her fetching, had my bank account done, called and spoke to them directly, she wouldn't be helping. Not to mention my evil brother that would only encourage and stand on my mother's side.

Actually, independence is some sort of ability of self-dependency. So, if you are independent and would you go shopping alone, studying alone, eating alone?
Why should i become independent when i have peoples to rely on? I am the youngest among the family. They would help me, i believed. Also, there are good friends out there that would probably offer their help.

Too independent - people will think that you are un-socialized and you will get hatred and discriminated.
Of course, no one asks you to be too dependent . You should be able to handle stuff like washing dishes, taking care yourself and etc etc.

When it comes to things that u wouldn't be able to handle properly among yourself such as stress, relationship problems, friendships, arguments etc etc then you should have some consultation from either friends or family members. Why should you keep it to yourself and cry under your pillow. And when mom knocked the door, u said nothing had happened?
Alright, maybe parents would never understand the feelings, but we do have friends, don't we? they are willing to be our listen ears. they would console us when they knew the stories.

So in conclusion, friends and families are important, ~~independence isn't a necessity.~~
Stop crying to yourself and simply hug your dead bolster, it wouldn't make u feel better. Talk to living things, at least they would give some response, of course!.

ipoh lovable hometown.

2011-07-09T03:57:00.007+08:00

my happy visiting in Ipoh, it was actually my mom's hometown but it doesn't matter, i have treated that place as mine as well, i speak fluent Cantonese alright.

So, i have been to Ipoh for 4 days, we have planned to stay for about 3 days, but who knew my aunts asked us to stay for one extra night?. My beloved grandma forced us to stay too, so with a respect perspective, my mom and I were reluctantly stayed for another night.

this was the time where i consoled myself to sleep but couldn't, and the reason behind was the freaking rhythm is way too bombarded and high tunes. As if i was in some disco or pubs. Okay, a little exaggerate but definitely something like that.

that's my little puppie and i know it looks super adorable, you have no choice but simply accept the fact, my envious readers, that's mine and will be mine forever, okay thanks buy your own puppie. :)

The first thing we did after we reached Ipoh was lunch. Ipoh's coffee is famous and i didn't feel like ordering other drinks other than this. so here u go, one kopi ping thank you.

After i have reached grandma's house. mind me, i was bored without facebook, internet and only a mp4 with me.
The first thing my grandma realized on me was that i slimmed down, which that made me happy a little. But 5 seconds after, she started to mumble, asking why i look like i didn't have enough foods and why did u eat so few. That made me speechless, maybe my appetite wasn't as good when i travelled? Anyways, no hard feelings. That is my grandma, i would still love her though i always get nagged.

the minute before i gone to bed. Unfortunately, i woke up one hour after, due to self comfort-ability.
And ended up texted messages till i got tired and slept.

The next day, we went to old town street and had a joyous breakfast.

We had gone to temple right after the breakfast. It was planned that we were supposed to be awaken at 8.30 a.m. which that was a little crazy for a girl that slept at 3 the night before. So, we woke up at 10. We had breakfast at 11 and ended up praying grandpa at 12.00 p.m. That wasn't that ironic and for your information, praying was an important event. A little procrastination wouldn't bring lots problem just YET.

posers and whatever u want to criticize here okay.

YELLOW wtf ?

Okay, went to some famous air-conditioned restaurant after praying grandpa and look, what i gotten here was my favorite actor- Raymond Lam. He had been there twice, and why i only capture this, he looks better in this photo or perhaps, i had no time to capture the casual wear of Raymond.

Right, i admit that i was bored, so i have taken this chance to promote people's novel.
this novel is really touching and saddening, it describes about how failures happened on a boy and that boy had chosen to die to complete his life because he can't see a better tomorrow. First thing I'd like to mention about this novel :
best friend is meant to be sharing every single secret.
Second:
distance is really one of the big circumstances in relationship
Third:
whatever it would be, do not choose the wrong path, suicide might able to end our lives but problems are remained unsolved. Please, dun be another idiot that would jump off from the building because of girls. Nothing worth more than your life.

Another narcissistic moment and obsession with my shorts. (can you see the arrow?) :)

Before we headed to some restaurant. thinking tomorrow would be the last day in Ipoh, which that i happy for almost whole day.

TILL i realized

Half day had gone, and aunts said they wanted to stay another night, And my mood was like having a date with besties tomorrow and it was canceled the day before- Despair because i was craving back home and play mappie which I'd just revived back. you know, the *WHAT.THE.FCUK* face.

So, we went to Ipoh parade and bought a shirt for tomorrow.

So, this is the shirt I've bought and this cost my mom RM40?. It wasn't expensive, just we had wasted RM40 just for another day in Ipoh. Not to mention my mom had to buy one for herself too.
In order to release my frustration and dissatisfaction over the stay-one-night matter, i have bought 1 CD and 1 Jay Chou DVD. -_-

Alright, this was really the last day before we headed back to Kuala Lumpur and we had dim sum as our breakfast.

i brought my puppie there and i got a pinkie as a reward. i gotta love it. thanks!!!

bye!

2011-07-04T23:09:00.002+08:00

come back later for latest posts. :)

Ipoh 3-day-trip

2011-07-01T13:02:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps, i am going back to Ipoh for 3 days, so might not able to online in this coming weekend. I know it is super saddening. *sobs*
What comes the saddening part is that i couldn't play maple while I've gone to Ipoh.

but anyway, i would complete many stuffs in Ipoh, Example?

reading my friend's mandarin novel
Lucky stars-folding
movies copied from friends

And I'd like to do more than those examples after I've reached
Also, I would update once i back to my home sweet home.

2011-07-01T13:00:00.000+08:00

okay, let me introduce u the latest movie that just released in theaters, but assuring you this movie isn't as good as expected. The bullshit fellow that said it is the best movie he/she have ever seen is a lie.

the movie that i watched was Transformers : Dark of the Moon

optimus prime and sentinel, and whoever involved in Transformers had confused me, i wasn't sure about those who watched it but I am 90% sure that my brother and mother wouldn't be understand what was going as well.

The climax was somehow complicated and long. The usual climax was supposed to be short and exciting, but in transformers, i never knew where the most exciting part was. The storyline was boring from the beginning to the end. The duration is long- two and half hours which I almost fell asleep in the theater.

And the whole damn starring scenes was about LOT OF machines kill kill kill and die die die, i wasn't sure which are the good ones where they have to protect the earth (except bumble bee) and vice versa, i wasn't sure about those idiotic machines that wanted to destroy the earth.

And there was once appeared to be not logical because the cars, humans, buildings, whatever that located on earth were destroyed completely. The machines had already destroyed the earth, humans had already dead and the good ones were still fighting with the bad ones. So, what was the point of fighting with them?. the main objective was to protect the planet and save humans, wasn't it?

However, one thing that i like about this movie is bumble bee. He has an extraordinary bravery which others would not have. He almost died in the movie but still, he did not surrender. He had protected Witwicky many times though he wasn't as strong as optimus. Oh, one more thing, Megan fox was definitely more suitable than this girl that casted in transformers 3.

okay now, I wasn't telling you guys that this movie sucks, just don't put a very high hope then u would be very easily satisfied.

low internet connection

2011-06-29T01:15:00.000+08:00

have not been able to on9 these fewdays due to the stupid internet connection at my home which it sucks the hellout till i get really bored of it.

let me describe how sucks this is.

every morning, my mom claims thatshe able to online, and when it comes to afternoon and evening, the line kepton jumping which this means couldn't access to the internet and it can beaccessed 5-10 minutes after wtf?

and when it comes to night time, itbecame more complicated as i do not know how this freaking router works.because it's just like i can access to the internet whenever i thought icouldn't access. okay, i know it is complicated.

streamyxreally got my nerves la.

2011-06-28T16:40:00.002+08:00

是不是要失去了才懂的珍惜?
treasure only comes after we have lost something...

i miss them so badly.

happy shopping day

2011-06-27T14:19:00.001+08:00

bought and gain recovery checklist :

Silver earring RM100
double eyelid sticker + hair accessories
clothes RM200
a pair of shoe

and mom bought me sushi + cakes + bread + milk back home as if i could finish it in a day.
So, we used about RM450 on Sunday and RM600 on Friday night. HA, i asked my mom whether she won a jackpot or something and if not, why did she willing to spend this much? and she answered me that i always nagged her to go shopping and so, she wanted to fulfill my wishes. thank god, i have this wonderful mother that given me many stuffs which any other kids' mom will never give.
oh, she bought me many sexy outfit that i wouldn't dare to wear, but she encouraged me to wear those?. Hilarious.

outfit of the day.

paiseh ah, lao niang don't look nice when shop with mommy.

this is for commercial use, i didn't sleep like that in the restaurant.

tattoo.

Jackie Chan's restaurant orh!

can u see another tattoo here?. it was like OMFG right?.

Japanese restaurant.