happy birthday.

i might be ridiculous.
in deh way of being such a worse gf.
i would be hoping deh best of *someppl*
to serve mie as his princess.
like i'm deh only human in his eyes.
i'd admit.
i am so freaking ridiculous.
hoping.
he will be mine.
pretending.
he must be mine.
anything he does.
it's for mie and ONLY.
i thought.
as i thought.
he could understand.


i admit.
i am deh worst gf ever and ever.
i knew.
i forced him.
doing things.
or perhaps. done some ridiculous projects.
if i would know.
he felt reluctant.
and couldn't i care?
no i didn't.


AND right.
until.
he felt deh shits out of mie.
he exploded everything.
and throwing it back to mie.


He *said*:

i nvr appreciated him.
*which is true*

i break my promises.
*wouldn't i care?*

he treats mie good enough.
*but i want it more*

why i like that?
*bcoz i am always like this*

one year alreadaaeee.
*i know and so?*

wonders i truly love ue or just treat u like a trash.
used ur smartness to help mie in several ways.
used ue to help mie do part of my projects.
he trusted mie of loving him.
but he said this.
was that what u mean?.
*heart punched into pieces*
)':


*now i reply ue*
* i tot i was so sure about that question *
* but now*
* i doubt *
* i stayed up so late*
* still wondering *
* that SHOULD I CONTINUE LOVING UE?*
)':


HE DOUBTED MIE!!
what's deh point.
of loving him more.


i am deh worst gal ever,
i should be abandoned alone like all deh time.
shouldn't i just let go.



let's us just take it as part of our memories.
I would appreciate it.
(':



anyways,
happie birthdae to his fren.
N.
most importantly,
my dearest priscilla.
always deh best to sms mai dearest.
muacks.
(: