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alright, i have promised myself to update for yesterday's happening but sorry, i have really no time to write a dozen words here because i have many assignments yet to be completed. RIGHT!, uni has just started and i already have assignments.. JUST great!!.

Anyway, i headed to port dickson yesterday. It's a trip from my university and it was kind of awesome!. YEAH! i felt reluctant to go that day before but overall, it was great. awesome team mates and team leader. my team leader had just reminded me of the rock, dwayne johnson, *gigle*   And he is awesome shyt. Optimistic and funny! i like him man!!. :)
alright, i would update if i have time, is that okay?.
gotta run! see ya~

uni

alright, I had a freaking lone holiday for the entire month, and orientated at university for one week, so now, it's the time to get some serious work, though unwillingly. A brand new start going to appear in my life, once again!

argh, i am so lazy to get my mind away from the game i obsessed with and concentrate on studies. This is just not me. But anyhow, I have to, we all have to. Well, i shall hope for a better TOMORROW, hope i wouldn't be that busy, hope i could enjoy every single minute with friends. YA, sad thing do happened, isn't it?. my class do not have any Australians, blond guys studying together, this causes me to be less motivated. I WAS SO SAD u know! *sigh*

And, i have to get ready for my new start. Right, my ready is actually not READY. We have about 3 years. Should i stay relaxed for this semester at least?. What makes me excited right now is clubs and societies!! I wanted to participate all clubs man! *giggle*

okay, that's it, see you in my next post which that is don't know how many hours/days from now. *lame*

here without you

i wanna delete all the memories that related with you!

从此以后, 不再不再不再会

想念你了.

少了这分关心, 

好好过我要的!!!

bravery

highlight of this post : your courage is needed if u want your crush to be truly someone important in the rest of your life.

why?
because I'd watched a broadcast show in television, and the story was about a boy had crushed on one cute and beautiful lady and unfortunately, the lady is elder than him.
So, the boy didn't tell his feelings to that lady, but instead, he'd done some actions to show that he liked her. For instance, he fetched her to work for almost everyday, took a great care of her when she was sick, called her frequently etc. But the funniest part was the lady didn't realize everything that he'd done were the signs of crushing her. She thought they were good friends and the boy was being gentleman and helpful.  This ambiguous relationship was maintained for 10 years. And now, this girl has a boyfriend and the boy is heart broken, despair, disappointed, regretful etc etc. They ended up being good friends, STILL!

At least you wouldn't be regretful if you propose to a girl and she rejects you. It isn't the awkward situation that counts, it is the courage and future that matters. How if she likes you too? you would never knew if you don't take the first step right? You and her are still friends if she rejected right? Moreover, it's a 50-50 chance of u getting a lovely girlfriend provided that u wanted her to be yours. 

hello

I've been missing you. :|

我们的关系.

到底是暧昧还是友情, 我总觉得你对每一个都那么好

你对我的, 应该也是好朋友的那种吧!

或许是我的种种误会, 才会对你擦出错觉.

如果我有袁湘琴的勇气与冲动, 我们会不会就在一起了呢?

end of holiday

I have been staying at home for almost everyday, except for last few weeks. I went to some places that i have rarely been. For example, clubs and boutiques. And if you are a reader of mine, you should have known that i back to my hometown 2 weeks before. So, i am not saying that staying at home was not fun than having classes, just i am so excited to go back to where i belonged, friends!!! Gatherings after classes and have movie sessions for every week is indeed happier than facing computer. Instead, it never failed to disappoint me, though assignments gotten me moody last time.

However, if u have ever wondered what i have been doing all this while:

TADA! maple.
you are right, this is the game i desperate in and play from day to night with one of my ex-classmate.
There's a new job released from maple and it's like the most powerful job ever compared to any others? level fast, shoot fast, attack more, everything of that job is an advantage, just it is a bit lagged after this job has introduced and it is unfair that they level so fast and we (different jobs) level extremely slow.

see, that is my maple's friend (Wh0Areyou) that helped me in the sense of giving me nice equipments and helped us (Berltoqo and raventhepop) leveled.
u can actually see what is his attack range here. I snapped a picture of them and keep it secret, don't tell them. they have a low possibility to check my website so they wouldn't had known this picture....
we called him mike(wh0Areyou) because we have no idea what's his name and I'd simply named him Micheal. After being modified, we called him mike, out of nowhere. *smile* 

this is the orbis ship where there would be some monsters named balrog (brown in colour). the purpose was to kill our lives. As u can see, my life is only 1473 and one touch of balrog can be 1479!, straight K.O.!!!, And whenever i sit for that ship, i always seen balrog. Others often complained that they couldn't meet balrog while me, i was complaining seeing too much of this monster and the fear of taking this ship was gigantic.  


- to be continued -

independence

My mother always wanted me to become independent. For example, get my college fees done, drove to school, drove to wherever without her fetching, had my bank account done, called and spoke to them directly, she wouldn't be helping. Not to mention my evil brother that would only encourage and stand on my mother's side.

Actually, independence is some sort of ability of self-dependency. So, if you are independent and would you go shopping alone, studying alone, eating alone?
Why should i become independent when i have peoples to rely on? I am the youngest among the family. They would help me, i believed. Also, there are good friends out there that would probably offer their help.

Too independent - people will think that you are un-socialized and you will get hatred and discriminated.
Of course, no one asks you to be too dependent . You should be able to handle stuff like washing dishes, taking care yourself and etc etc.

When it comes to things that u wouldn't be able to handle properly among yourself such as stress, relationship problems, friendships, arguments etc etc then you should have some consultation from either friends or family members. Why should you keep it to yourself and cry under your pillow. And when mom knocked the door, u said nothing had happened?
Alright, maybe parents would never understand the feelings, but we do have friends, don't we? they are willing to be our listen ears. they would console us when they knew the stories.

So in conclusion, friends and families are important, independence isn't a necessity. 
Stop crying to yourself and simply hug your dead bolster, it wouldn't make u feel better. Talk to living things, at least they would give some response, of course!.

ipoh lovable hometown.

my happy visiting in Ipoh, it was actually my mom's hometown but it doesn't matter, i have treated that place as mine as well, i speak fluent Cantonese alright.

So, i have been to Ipoh for 4 days, we have planned to stay for about 3 days, but who knew my aunts asked us to stay for one extra night?. My beloved grandma forced us to stay too, so with a respect perspective, my mom and I were reluctantly stayed for another night.

this was the time where i consoled myself to sleep but couldn't, and the reason behind was the freaking rhythm is way too bombarded and high tunes. As if i was in some disco or pubs. Okay, a little exaggerate but definitely something like that.

that's my little puppie and i know it looks super adorable, you have no choice but simply accept the fact, my envious readers, that's mine and will be mine forever, okay thanks buy your own puppie. :)

The first thing we did after we reached Ipoh was lunch. Ipoh's coffee is famous and i didn't feel like ordering other drinks other than this. so here u go, one kopi ping thank you.

 After i have reached grandma's house. mind me, i was bored without facebook, internet and only a mp4 with me.
The first thing my grandma realized on me was that i slimmed down, which that made me happy a little. But 5 seconds after, she started to mumble, asking why i look like i didn't have enough foods and why did u eat so few. That made me speechless, maybe my appetite wasn't as good when i travelled? Anyways, no hard feelings. That is my grandma, i would still love her though i always get nagged.

the minute before i gone to bed. Unfortunately, i woke up one hour after, due to self comfort-ability.
And ended up texted messages till i got tired and slept. 

The next day, we went to old town street and had a joyous breakfast.

 We had gone to temple right after the breakfast. It was planned that we were supposed to be awaken at 8.30 a.m. which that was a little crazy for a girl that slept at 3 the night before. So, we woke up at 10. We had breakfast at 11 and ended up praying grandpa at 12.00 p.m. That wasn't that ironic and for your information, praying was an important event. A little procrastination wouldn't bring lots problem just YET.

posers and whatever u want to criticize here okay.

YELLOW wtf ?

 Okay, went to some famous air-conditioned restaurant after praying grandpa and look, what i gotten here was my favorite actor- Raymond Lam. He had been there twice, and why i only capture this, he looks better in this photo or perhaps, i had no time to capture the casual wear of Raymond.

 Right, i admit that i was bored, so i have taken this chance to promote people's novel.
this novel is really touching and saddening, it describes about how failures happened on a boy and that boy had chosen to die to complete his life because he can't see a better tomorrow. First thing I'd like to mention about this novel :
best friend is meant to be sharing every single secret.
Second:
distance is really one of the big circumstances in relationship
Third:
whatever it would be, do not choose the wrong path, suicide might able to end our lives but problems are remained unsolved. Please, dun be another idiot that would jump off from the building because of girls. Nothing worth more than your life.

Another narcissistic moment and obsession with my shorts. (can you see the arrow?) :)

Before we headed to some restaurant. thinking tomorrow would be the last day in Ipoh, which that i happy for almost whole day.

TILL i realized

Half day had gone, and aunts said they wanted to stay another night, And my mood was like having a date with besties tomorrow and it was canceled the day before- Despair because i was craving back home and play mappie which I'd just revived back. you know, the *WHAT.THE.FCUK* face.

So, we went to Ipoh parade and bought a shirt for tomorrow.

 

So, this is the shirt I've bought and this cost my mom RM40?. It wasn't expensive, just we had wasted RM40 just for another day in Ipoh. Not to mention my mom had to buy one for herself too.
In order to release my frustration and dissatisfaction over the stay-one-night matter, i have bought 1 CD and 1 Jay Chou DVD. -_-
 

Alright, this was really the last day before we headed back to Kuala Lumpur and we had dim sum as our breakfast.

i brought my puppie there and i got a pinkie as a reward. i gotta love it. thanks!!!

bye!

come back later for latest posts.  :)

Ipoh 3-day-trip

Hey peeps, i am going back to Ipoh for 3 days, so might not able to online in this coming weekend. I know it is super saddening. *sobs*
What comes the saddening part is that i couldn't play maple while I've gone to Ipoh.

but anyway, i would complete many stuffs in Ipoh, Example?

• reading my friend's mandarin novel
• Lucky stars-folding
• movies copied from friends

And I'd like to do more than those examples after I've reached
Also, I would update once i back to my home sweet home.

okay, let me introduce u the latest movie that just released in theaters, but assuring you this movie isn't as good as expected. The bullshit fellow that said it is the best movie he/she have ever seen is a lie.



the movie that i watched was Transformers : Dark of the Moon





optimus prime and sentinel, and whoever involved in Transformers had confused me, i wasn't sure about those who watched it but I am 90% sure that my brother and mother wouldn't be understand what was going as well.



The climax was somehow complicated and long. The usual climax was supposed to be short and exciting, but in transformers, i never knew where the most exciting part was. The storyline was boring from the beginning to the end. The duration is long- two and half hours which I almost fell asleep in the theater.



And the whole damn starring scenes was about LOT OF machines kill kill kill and die die die, i wasn't sure which are the good ones where they have to protect the earth (except bumble bee) and vice versa, i wasn't sure about those idiotic machines that wanted to destroy the earth.

And there was once appeared to be not logical because the cars, humans, buildings, whatever that located on earth were destroyed completely. The machines had already destroyed the earth, humans had already dead and the good ones were still fighting with the bad ones. So, what was the point of fighting with them?. the main objective was to protect the planet and save humans, wasn't it?


However, one thing that i like about this movie is bumble bee. He has an extraordinary bravery which others would not have. He almost died in the movie but still, he did not surrender. He had protected Witwicky many times though he wasn't as strong as optimus. Oh, one more thing, Megan fox was definitely more suitable than this girl that casted in transformers 3.



okay now, I wasn't telling you guys that this movie sucks, just don't put a very high hope then u would be very easily satisfied.