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Saturday, March 17, 2012

love breaker

how many percent of love you willing to put in with your another half?. if you tell me it's 100% and I can criticize you right away that IT IS ALMOST impossible. I mean this kind of men that would care giving 100%  to his partner have obviously EXTINCT!.

A friend of mine said that to me, "trust is the key for a couple to stay with each other". He was true in a way, why would you wanted a boy to stay with you if you never trusted on him. But when the trust always ended up with disappointments, cheats and betrayed, YOU will definitely HAVE NO ONE ELSE TO BLAME, just yourself since you chose to trust him completely!. LESSON LEARNT?

YOU KNOW SOMETHING?.

And you are alone, he would not bother to care, text, talk, or do any fucking shits with you. This shows WHAT?.  Showed that how you've naively thought that he would love you forever and happily ever after. When things finally got over, you are just an acquaintance/ stranger to him.... Don't stupidly thought that he still loves you and shits... LESSON LEARNT? :)

Do not even bother to look at his fb profile because this would only make you miss him more. But if you still miss him, FACE IT. when you couldn't sleep at night, crying and thinking of him. GO WITH IT, there's nothing wrong about it. This is absolutely normal. Because when time passes, this wound will be slowly healed. How much of pain? it doesn't matter. The thing is trusting yourself that you can over THIS... friends are the best listeners... SHARE with them. (maybe ask them to keep it secret if necessary)





Another friend of mine taught me this. "I know forgetting a person is VERY TOUGH, so i won't ask you to forget him. Make it as memories, you can still keep it deep inside your heart". A past, or maybe a mistake for you to learn, how to make yourself stronger and smarter. A learning baby falls often, and he stands back right after. they might cry, so what?. they still managed to get it right and learnt how to walk. why can't you?. :)


Sunday, March 11, 2012

be happy

the days I thought I'm not gonna get it through!!
the midnight sobbing and thought I'm not gonna get over you.

I have felt much better.
:) 

 

Friday, March 9, 2012

hypocrite

The most ridiculous lie you have ever told me is " YOU WILL NEVER FALL INTO THAT WOMAN AGAIN!!!!!"

i wanna keep myself busy until I have everyone to be with me EXCEPT YOU.
I am not torturing myself, I wanna keep my life more entertaining EVEN without you.
*go on with your pathetic slave life with HER*
I wanna keep YOU OUT of my mind.
I'm dependent, childish, pettish, pampered...
AND I have NONE of these bitchy attitudes when I wasn't with YOU.
and fucking dumbass girl friend of yours is a good woman to YOU.
I was not angry, just disappointment, hurt with the broke up CALLS.

YOU acted just like a boss AS IF u were the only human I can fall in love with...
YOU acted don't care when I was fiercely and mercilessly deleted you in the fb friends list.
YOU acted happily and posted up shits tagging HER.
You acted you didn't give a damn on ME.



AND

I needed to cry under my pinkish blanket every day and night.
I needed to ACT happily in university but inside this fragile heart, it is all injured.
I needed to stay BRAVE alone,
I needed to stay strong without telling anyone how naive I have been..


Until one day in the middle of the night, I've finally broke down and asked PEOPLE for HELP.
PEOPLE that never been so closed AS YOU comforted ME so much,
and I felt so much better AFTER.
Could at least have some peaceful sleep without thinking Of YOU.
Cursing you AS IF you are my FAMILY's ENEMY.


just give me some time and I'll going to OVER YOU.
Life isn't just ABOUT YOU, or I shall say my life would be BETTER without you.

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

i thought i would be stronger than this.
but the real life always come opposite. 我要永远的开心,,因为我觉得这是人最 需要的东西。 现在的我, 半夜不睡觉,只懂得 哭。 不是因为我闹别扭, 是睡不着。 想起 那些日子,有说有笑, 偶尔会吵吵架, 早上一起来就有信息, 就会觉得好幸福*哭* 为什么心会痛, 眼泪会流, 读书不专心, 天天都是不开心。 总是外表很坚强,内心却很落。 整天告诉自己说, 今晚一定不准哭, 但 眼泪却掉不停。 To be continued

Thursday, March 1, 2012

心酸~



当我情绪低落,很需要你时,
却看到你忙着做报告.
即使我很不高兴, 你就是没有察觉到.
看到你一直做你的东西, 连我在做什么也没去理会.
我知道,  学校功课是非常重要.
所以我也不会任性地要你开导我.
不过, 就是很不喜欢这种被忽略的感觉.
就好像被人当成陌生人, 或是那些不重要的角色.