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Tuesday, October 11, 2011
Saturday, October 8, 2011
a text message
i'd always wished to receive a message from a particular somebody when i was about to sleep or i was having insomnia.
I used to have this excited and nervous feeling when I'd received a text from a person and that had already sufficient spirits for me to stay awake. But since it was the past, i really wished i could receive these messages again. We had not been texting since i have upgraded my phone. that was ironically disappointing.
i wished you have taken a great care of me again.
Currently, you did not care to reply my messages and i knew, you have never thought of sending messages to me like we used to be?
isn't that too much to hope for messages?
I really wished to have some sparks among us. *it's true*
but i wouldn't be proposed as you know. *aihz*
I used to have this excited and nervous feeling when I'd received a text from a person and that had already sufficient spirits for me to stay awake. But since it was the past, i really wished i could receive these messages again. We had not been texting since i have upgraded my phone. that was ironically disappointing.
i wished you have taken a great care of me again.
Currently, you did not care to reply my messages and i knew, you have never thought of sending messages to me like we used to be?
isn't that too much to hope for messages?
I really wished to have some sparks among us. *it's true*
but i wouldn't be proposed as you know. *aihz*
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
over you.
over-granted.
do not know how to tell my own feelings to my friends. So, i'd like to release my feelings here.
how many days so that i can fully get over you?
why must i be acting like i have no feelings over you?
why must i be treating you like a stranger and you'd acted the same, treated me like a non-feeling statue which that is worse than being your acquaintance.
why din us talk like we used to, why din we greet to each other?.
why even if we were online, and you didn't ever bother?
the thing is you've treated me so awesomely and how could you treat me like you didn't know me?.
Now, i have decided.
Acquaintance 1:
我答应过自己 不再去在乎你的是与非. 不再去怀念我那段蠢事. 在此, 不再允许我喜欢上这吊儿郎当的家伙. 但, 我依然会和你做那种最普通最普通的朋友. 别说什么再见了, 因为你要和我说话的诚意都没有.
Acquaintance 2:
不知道为什么, 当他和我倾诉,我就觉得很生气, 也许是嫉妒吧? 但我还是很潇洒的听他述说他与她的问题. 在不知不觉中, 就觉得他的好, 我也已经告诉自己我们只是好朋友, 所以, 不会再随便和笨笨的喜欢上任何一个男的, 因该要保持距离, 当每一个都是朋友而已!!!
do not know how to tell my own feelings to my friends. So, i'd like to release my feelings here.
how many days so that i can fully get over you?
why must i be acting like i have no feelings over you?
why must i be treating you like a stranger and you'd acted the same, treated me like a non-feeling statue which that is worse than being your acquaintance.
why din us talk like we used to, why din we greet to each other?.
why even if we were online, and you didn't ever bother?
the thing is you've treated me so awesomely and how could you treat me like you didn't know me?.
Now, i have decided.
Acquaintance 1:
我答应过自己 不再去在乎你的是与非. 不再去怀念我那段蠢事. 在此, 不再允许我喜欢上这吊儿郎当的家伙. 但, 我依然会和你做那种最普通最普通的朋友. 别说什么再见了, 因为你要和我说话的诚意都没有.
Acquaintance 2:
不知道为什么, 当他和我倾诉,我就觉得很生气, 也许是嫉妒吧? 但我还是很潇洒的听他述说他与她的问题. 在不知不觉中, 就觉得他的好, 我也已经告诉自己我们只是好朋友, 所以, 不会再随便和笨笨的喜欢上任何一个男的, 因该要保持距离, 当每一个都是朋友而已!!!
Sunday, October 2, 2011
sem break is over.
yawn. ended up doing nothing much about studies at home.. spent time relaxing, chatting, talking, playing, hanging out etc EXCEPT for studying. the promises of studying before the holidays did not even reach 30%. Worse, i am going out tomorrow, means that my homework is left undone. okay, it is undone because i partially have no idea how to do!.
Admit it, 50% was true and 50% was because lazy + procrastinate.
i have talked a lot on sunday with my bro because we went to have supper at midnight. again!!. :)
it was always great because i can feel like he was my friend more than like my bro. talk like nobody else's business.
Okay, it's 4 a.m. now. good night! have a nice sleep tonight. because today will be the last day i would probably stay up to this late. :) bless me. and thanks to you (if u are seeing), that spent time talking to me, thou u have really put down your phone tonight (i understand, it was really late. i won't blame you, i am not that manja). :) GOOD LUCK, be good and don't EMO!!... =.=
Tata!. :P
p/s: sorry, all words, no pics, will upload if i have time :)
Admit it, 50% was true and 50% was because lazy + procrastinate.
i have talked a lot on sunday with my bro because we went to have supper at midnight. again!!. :)
it was always great because i can feel like he was my friend more than like my bro. talk like nobody else's business.
Okay, it's 4 a.m. now. good night! have a nice sleep tonight. because today will be the last day i would probably stay up to this late. :) bless me. and thanks to you (if u are seeing), that spent time talking to me, thou u have really put down your phone tonight (i understand, it was really late. i won't blame you, i am not that manja). :) GOOD LUCK, be good and don't EMO!!... =.=
Tata!. :P
p/s: sorry, all words, no pics, will upload if i have time :)
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