i don't know why!
i feel like doing it...
it feels like going into it..
[again]
I was trying hard to escape..
but it Doesn't work sometime...
~ not blogging today~..
~ i am BLANK~...
u r nothing...
i am UNWANTED lo!..
** SIGH**




another thing..
QUARREL ALL THE WAY!...
sick of it larrrrr....
can't u just understand me?...
i was freaking not in mood..
don't bloody piss me off
AGAIN n AGAIN..




By the way~..
SORRY if i hurt u or whatever...



that is b'coz i CARE ~

♥ heart strikes♥

[Saturday]


basically,
went pyramid with..
mom,cousins and aunt...
it Wasn't that happy though..
=(~..
full of argument..
and UNHAPPINESS~
mom went n grumble this n that..
but well...
i fought back~
~anything...
never bloody trust me..
don need to bloody do this 2 me right?..
i am now 17...
and yet treat me like bloody little kid?..
i will never grow up?..
or u over worried?~
=(
=.=....
she knew i piss...
and so what i CARE??..
went the-chicken-rice-shop..
to have our BREAKFAST~...
bought chocos' in watson n guardian...
=D~..
shopped for a while...
n know what...
i bought something..
=)~
went for a movie at 3.30...
and watched with 2 adorable kids...
-monsters vs aliens-
ya i know.. it's cartoon..
animated!..
what to do...
=(...
right after the movie ...
aunt planned to go california
[fyi: california is a fitness zone]
i followed her while waiting for her husband[my yi cheong]
to come...
=D~..
and finally..
he came at 6.30 p.m...
went Mac D b4 it
n bought MCflurry!!
this 2 cousins really cute!!..
one of them was like
"jie jie!.. ngo oi sik.. dak mou?"
me: " mmm dak!!"
[gave her a stare]
me: nah!.. sik la sik lah... =D~..
hahaas..
another one more funny...
he was like asking me after i finish it...
he: " ngo oi sikkkkk!"
me: " mmm dak!"
he:" jou meh mmm dak? "
me: " ngo sik sai j0h... hahaas"
he : * pin jui*
=D~
yi cheong fetched me back nia...
he's quite nice SOMETIME...
xD...
ohh!.. i heard aunt calling her hubby..
as "lou gong"
sweeeeeeeeeeeeet!!.. =D~...
this yi cheong wanted to snap me~...
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~..
i kept escaping~...
=D~
back home by 8.00 p.m...


-the-chic-ken-rice-shop-

how touching ...

deiii!!.. don snap me~.. =D~



full of mirrors... =D~

kawaii neh!

hahas.. bought this..

happy father's dayy!!.. snap him just bcoz of this.. =D~

♥ she sleeps at 1.40 a.m. ♥

SIGH*



this mom...
grumble everything...
[everything as in studies,phone,n even my ...
personal LIFE!!]...
LOLS~...
pissed~...
i do study ...
talked until i am so fucking HOPELESS~..
=.=....
en lahhh en lahhh!!...
what i only know is SMS !!
i don't study for exams!...
i SMS everyday mahh!!...
not worth to be a FORM 5 student mahhh!!...
i know lahhh!!...
be a cleaner lo~...
is this bloody satisfy u ?
=.=.....
so so so DESIRE me to score well...
like what genius do ??
don't want me to SMS just to
bloody SATISFY u??
dream on bahhh...
zzzzzzzzzzzzz...

♥she don't need this ♥

[ 15.6.09 ]


bloody piss at SOME1 ~
bloody pissed at everything!!
i bloody care you n u treat me
like shyt lo...
this is what u want ryte?..
go ahead!!..



by the way~..
jack asked me a question...
let c ...
what's the taste of HIS popcorn?..
*thinking*
hmmmmmmm...
TASTELESS??..
LOLSS~..
nahhhh!!...
SWEET!!
EXTRA sweet !!...
=P~

♥unavailable♥

ULTIMATE UNHAPPY+PISSED



last day of HOLIDAYS ...
is so blardy not nice!!...
you are such a problem maker !!..
FINE lah!!..
since u say so!!..
you are deleted !!..
BLOCKED!!..
i will never care about u anymore..
i had been CARE too much!!
i am just SYLVIA LEE!!...
who u think i am ?..
i am just your NORMAL friend!!
pissed OFF~~
=.=....

♥ roar~♥

super pissed




pissed at my bloody ABNORMAL pimple
pissed at my stupid phone [ always lag ]
pissed at maple [ lagggggg lahhhh ]
little pissed at my mom
[ asked this asked that ]
[ i did nth wrong also ]
pissed at those bloody annoying COCKROACHES
pissed at myself
last but not least,
pissed at TENAGA NASIONAL!!
=.=....
zzzzzzzzzzzzzz...
suddenly stopped all the electric appliances..
i was playing MAPLE!!...
blardy hell!!...
waited 2 hours still the same!!..
blardy pissed!!..
since my brother went out...
i myself getting pissed and pissed...
went and called tenaga nasional TWICE!!...
they said check for me de!!..
bullshyt lahhh!!...
blardy idiot!!...
mom bring me to MAC D~
yeahh!!
what i want was EAT LIKE MAD!!...
cholesterol??!
don't care!!...
now a bit regret!!...
=.=...
oh well...
ate burger n coke..
plus 1 oreo mc flurry...
at 1st, not planned to refill geh!!...
mom kept bugging me...
so FINE!!..
went refill...
not like she drink also..
ended up i finished up 2 coke!!..
shyt lo[ later sure pain pain ]...
the mc flurry taste nice o~
sat there like 2 hours ...
sienz dou -.-....
went back at 8.00 p.m...

1st

refilled~

this one nice~

♥ don't care anymore♥

last outing?


eeeeeeeeeeeeee~...
embarrass day!!...
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~...
not telling to whoever!!...
to whom already know!!...
shhhhhhhhh~.. keep quiet arr!!...
=.=....
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
but still unsatisfied!..
forget abt it !!!.. forget abt it!!.. *hypnotizing*
*hypnotizingggggg*
1,2,3
3,2,1
1,2,3,4,5,6,7
ding!!...
SUDAH LUPA!!...
NOTHING HAPPENED!!...
JANGAN TANYA!!..
l0ls...
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~...
jack still asked how many days?!..
everyone knows ar?
*fuck lahhh*
me no face liau!!...
Ain't talking to them !...
*wanna dig a hole n hide*
**hiding hiding**
welll....
Mood spoilt!!
then right!..
there's a LOU AH PEK kept talking with me l0hs..
getting frustrated + abit scared!!
LOLS~~
that ah pek is so annoying!
he was like
" mmm oi sik yeh meh?"
[ not eating? ]
n
" sik bau j0h lah ?"
[full?]
=.=...
me ran away~..
zzzzzzzzzz...


-unsatisfied-

- pin jui nia-


-now-
I'm currently UNHAPPY!!..
note:
[ unhappy not equals to EMO or MOODY]
[ just UNHAPPY]
gonna go merajuk soon~
+
drank too many of cold drinks
+ ice-cream
[ now suffer ]
[ en nah en nahs.. whatever lo ]
[shyt lahh]
[ feel like eating ice-cream ]
[ >.< ]


- angry -

♥she don't like♥

it's all abt physics.. =.=...

since i have nth better else to do!..
let me make something crystal clear...
open your eyes WIDELY!!..
=D~

this page is actually
from

physics success reference book...
not BIO!!.. LOLS!!
this is the evidence!!..
=D~
don't confuse yourself!..
LoLS~

♥ It's okay!!♥

oh well


since LIMJIAEN says that she loves
SYLVIALEEFUNGYEE~..

i am here to declare that:

I
LOVE
you
too
,
LIMJIAEN
!
=D~
well, saw you sitting alone today..
eeeeeeeee~
i sum tong (heart breaks to million tiny pieces)
=(...




-morning-
he called me!!...
he has nth better else to do...
i don mind he called me early..
SINCE I'M AWAKE!..
wanna wake me up ??..
LoLS~..
he failed to do it!!..
as i didn't sleep the entire night!..
=D~..



-tuition-
u both!..
push a bit harder!..
maybe i will bang on him!..
i was using physics theory[inertia]
JY lohhs...
=D~



-now-
eeeeeeeeee~...
i still need my hugs!!
let her feel the heartbeats!
=X~

♥ simple message, i love YOU~♥

finally!



this holidays suck like hell...
bring me back to school life!..
no worries...
not emo-ing!..
LoLs~...
LIM JIA EN!...
since lou gong's always mention abt SYLVIA LEE in her blog's!..
let me write something about you!...
be fair okay?..
=D~
she's so called [ my l0u g0ng ]
but she don't love me!
instead, she loves her BABE WENGSAN more than
SYLVIA LEE !!
what!?..
the truth nia....
wanna protest THIS !!...
ask ur BABE WENGSAN to talk to me!..
=P~




back to here!..
eeeeeeeeeee~...
some1 please hug me!!...
Sylvia needs hug right now....
let her feel the warm, cares and loves~
anyone?!..
=X~

♥ she needs it ♥

it's back!..


the feeling is back!..
LoLS~..
I hate what i am...

unwanted ME~

boring Monday~

what ~.. edited geh!.. mou yim 3 yim 4 ar!..


I have nth better else to do!
thanks to wai teng!!!=P~
[ she snapped us xD~ ]
as what u said , back only what..
don care right?!..
so why bother.. =D~




haizzzz~
some[square] 2 - some1 = someone
[my maths Isn't that good]
some1 still angry at me right now...
kept ignoring me l0h...
how how HOWWW?
another one...
hate being ignore !!...
=(
gonna go insane!!...
=(
=(
='(

06/06~


went pyramid with jia en and yen yen~...
LOL~..
not suppose to go ...
told you mom was kinda busy that day what...
failed to be a LONER~... =(
don't know why my mom said can fetch me go..
so ended up going ...
=.=~
Wasn't in the mood to go anywhere though...
but since they nagged me like so many times...
I WENT!..
reached there...
we went toilet like 1 hour~...
went there again n again!...
i was like speechless joh!... =.=...
decided to catch a movie ~
the line was so FREAKING LONG~...
we stand until the escalator there~...
[ more details : lazy to write ] =.=...
nebermind..
decided to watch 17 again!..
but we have to sit so infront..
C or D i guess...
then don't know who suggested to watch angels and demons loh..
i was like okay ba!..
anything!..
bought the ticket!..
went A&W ...
had our breakfast there...
LoL~..
at 1st .. it was okay...
then.. getting frustrated!!!
so many UNKNOWNS come here and sat beside me...
i was like "what the!!!"..
talked some crap and wanted us to contribute money!.. =.=...
not feel like eating the waffle ler..
straight away went out of there...
asked our hp Nom. some more..
eeeee~!... jia en gave hers to them... =X
afterthat...
went in the cinema..
aiyoks~
wasted the popcorn!...
too full that time..
i kept giving mine to JIA EN ...
c.. kind me!.. =X~
after movie..
went toilet again!.. L0L~...

======= to be continue =====
or
====== the end =====
bcoz
==== sylvia lee ====
==== lazy to write any longer ====
LoL...
anyway..
enjoyed the most is when we went in the padini shop and ...
kept S-S- in the fitting room...


wanna kiss me?.. l0l...actually i bent down a bit to let her...
ahem*

lick it!!.. =)

heart this shirt!.. so nice!.. but
the price even NICER~.. l0l~

me and her!.. nvr ending~.. =P


emo and *cough* pic is now AVAILABLE
AT www.x0x0lougong'sx0x0.com
[think properly u STALK hers!]..
LoL~..
don regret after seeing it !...
eeeeeeeeee~
[you] better don't stalk hers...

PICTURES only!

toilet!

mine!

contribute this to them lahhh!.. LoL~


itu dia!.. JENSON~.. TALKED crap!
he says he l00ks like JAY CHOU~..
we were like *ahem* =.=....

wasted the popcorn!.

eeeee~.. jia en gonna wear this.. =)

whose fault?!..

hmmmm.. abit ????

adventure~

she was posing.. i was hmmmm-ing?


u took urs , i took mine!...=)

2gether!.. LoL

lalalaaa~..

last one!.. =)

12.30 a.m.!

believe it or not?..
it's now 12.30 a.m.!
en nahs!.. =D~
going to sleep after this!..



getting better!..
anything bah!..
let it be!..
nebermind ( learn form jia en)~


my mood : =) ~



thanks for the concern!..
=D

Friday~




tmr, most probably not going ...
not like i want!..
no one fetching me ..
WALK?!..
please lah!.. my mom will nvr let ...
Even though there's only 2-3 roads!
BROTHER?..
i don't know and i don't give a damn!..
but most probably going out too!..
so yeahh!!..
it's time to be alone!...
this feeling must be great!..
no one cares!...
Sylvia is now live in her world!..
SYLVIA'S WORLD~
nebermind!..
i am just so UNWANTED in this world!

LoL~



c!!..
as what i expected!..
another problem today!..
some1 is angry at me AGAIN!...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....
some1 + some1 = some(square) 2
l0ls...
stop talking bad about them lahh!..
she gonna blame this ON ME!!..
=.=


my mood : =( =( =( =( =( =( ~~
*keep on adding*
she's dead!..
=(

frustrated!


sei bin tai lou!
stop insulting my friends..
especially my dearest l0u g0ng!..
ppl make up like your business hor?..
sure got reason only make up what!!!..
u don't tell me u wear pyjamas to a SHOPPING COMPLEX ?!..
why u bother so much?!..
bin tai lou?.. yes u r!
I SAW WHAT I NOT SUPPOSE TO SEE OK?..
talked like a chicken backside only!..
I SAID THAT!...
ANYTHING FIND ME!...
don't talk bad about them !!
later they blame on me again..
that's what u want har?!...
zzzzzzzzzzzz




stupid brother!..
stupid family!...
ya lah ya lah!
I'm always the BRAINLESS one!..
u happy?!...
complained this complained that!..
AS IF u really care about me!..
i keep quiet Doesn't mean i am WRONG okay!




why there's always something frustrates me?!..
why things have to repeat it again and again?!..
how many times u want me to quarrel with my DEAREST friends?
l0ls.. ( 2 wife + 1 husband =.=)



Sylvia is DEAD!..
she don't know how to *smile*
don't know the meaning of it!..
happy is no longer exist in her bodies..
some1 stole it~
she lives in her world...


my mood now : =( =( =( =(~

again~


zzzzzz...
again n again!..
STUPID BROTHER!...
hou fan arr!..
sorry nia!
don't mean to hurt u geh!..
fine l0h!..
tmr, not going anywhere joh!..
staying at home!!...
=(

unexpected

as what i said..
there's always unexpected things happen in this world..
LoL~
NAH... i am now in pretty good mood!..
so lets start the story ya!..
actually nothing much ...
just a little quarrel between me and him..
and don't know why inserted ANOTHER him..
oh!.. the ANOTHER him was helping me to convince HIM...
complicated?!..
okay!..
( LET X = the one i quarreled with)
(LET Y = the one helping me geh)



i don't see a reason why i got 0% in X quiz!..
but ya!.. that's the fact!..
=(
so that's the point u were ignoring me right?...
(u know who u r)
yiiii~.. how can u ignore me???..
i am your buddies u know...
know you like 9 years ( std2-form5)
you ar!
please don treat me invisible nor transparent!..
there's a human being here named
SYLVIA LEE FUNG YEE!...
talk to her when she was talking with u okay?..
not like i am your toy!..
don't you dare to THROW ME AWAY?!...



the X was like ignoring me..
so i went and told this to Y nia..
then Y tried to talk with X and blablabla....
there's a little convo between Y n X
i don rmbr that much ( roughly like that)
:(

Y: why ignore sylvia?
X: who's sylvia? (=.=.. pretending!)
Y: angry coz of quiz ar?
X: i am not sensitive (yes, u r =D)
Y : lolz
X: she(sylvia) complained to u ?
Y: not exactly complain
X:then?????
Y: she(sylvia) just says that u(X) ignoring her
Y: ignore until ?
X: end of HUMANITY!


me.. *sobbing*
zzzzzzzzzzzz...
btw... the Y copied the whole convo here!...
LALALALAAA~
=D
he's so nice!..
not like YOU (u know who u r)
so something like that lahh
then i don't know what they chat some more..
this is what i know..
the Y told me he was just keep disturbing X woh!..
don't know true or not?!
( en nah!.. i trust u nia..=P)


then half an hour later hor!..
the X talked back to me joh!..
i asked him not angry at me ar?..
he said no!..
so okay loh!...
we both choose to FORGET ABT IT!...
so don't ask me what happened anymore ar!..
=.=...


to X(u know who u r) : you ar!...
always like that!...
next time hor..
u ignore me i also don care!..
u IGNORE i IGNORE tooo!!..
=P~
but i hope there's no next time~
friend!!




to Y(know u reading this) : hehees!..
you ar?!..
okay lah!!...
what u want for your reward?..
zzzzzzz...
no cutting MAC D ar!..
owe me old town!..
=P~~
or u wan me buy strepsils or fisherman's for u lehh?..
since u always cough here n there!..
=.=...
mau, tak mau??
no tak tau!..

tagged

Choose 21 friends ;

1. elaine
   
2. chin yi
   
3. choi kuan
   
4. debbie
   
5. wai teng
   
6. teresa
   
7. priscilla
   
8. tammie
   
9. Nicholas Goh
   
10. kitty
    
11. jia en
    
12. fui teng
    
13. pui yung
    
14. lay sin
    
15. norris
    
16. ann chee
    
17. choi wan
    
18. arthur
    
19. mithiran
    
20. c.sylvia
    
21. kah yan
    

How did you meet 7 (priscilla)?
l0ls.. same class since form 2 ^.^
What would do if you & 15 (norris) had never met?
i don't know
What would you do if 20 (c.sylvia) and 1 (elaine) dated?
not sure but they are friends~
Have you seen 17 (choi wan) cried?
never!.. l0ls
Would 4 (debbie) & 16 (ann chee) make a good couple?
i don't think so!..
Do you think 11 (jia en) is attractive?
yes!.. she is my so-called l0u g0ng !.. =P
What is 2 (chin yi)'s fav. colour?
i dunnoe!.. purple maybe
When was the last time you talk to 9 (Nicholas Goh)?
wahhh~.. l0ls... let him answer this question loh!.. =P
What language does 8 (tammie) speaks?
cantonese n ??
Who is 13 (pui yung) going out with?
how should i know ?!.. =.=...
Would you ever date 17 (choi wan) ?
for what? but i hope so!.. =)
Where do 18 ( arthur) live?
somewhere in puchong!..
What is the best thing about 4 (debbie)?
best thing!?.. l0ls.. a good FRIEND!.. *hug*
What would you like to tell 10 (kitty) right now?
sei kitty!.. i hate u~ =P
What is the best thing about 20 (C.sylvia)?
we have the same NICKNAME!=P
Have you ever kiss 2 (chin yi)?
what lah!... i don't wan!!..
What is the best memory you have of 5 (wai teng)?
dei!.. l0ls... my 1st kiss!.. *bagi balik*~.. =D
When's the next time you're going to see 4 (debbie)?
tmr 10.30 in AC
How is 7 (priscilla) different from 6 (teresa)?
hmmmm... skin colour?!.. l0ls... no offence , priscilla!..
What was your 1st impression of 15 (norris)?
hmmm!!.. leng zai kai kor's!... =P
How did you meet 3 (choi kuan)?
same class in form 4 n 5(now)
Is 5 (wai teng) your best friend?
hmmm.. considered as !
Do you hate 12 (fui teng)
for what?!.. l0ls..
Have you seen 18 (arthur) in the last month?
nope!
When was the last time you saw 16 (ann chee)?
b4 holiday(28.05.09)
Have you been to 5 ( wai teng)'s house?
tak ada ~
When's the next time you'll see 10 (kitty)?
another one... tmr 10.30 tepat in AC~..=.=...
Are you close to 11 ( jia en)?
quite!.. told u !.. she is my l0u g0ng!.. ^.^
Have you been to the movies with 4 (debbie)?
lot of times.. kenapa?!
Have you gotten in trouble with 8 (tammie)?
wahh!.. not dare to~
When have you lied to 3 (choi kuan)?
for what ?no need lied lah..:D..rite?
Is 11 (jia en) good at socializing?
yes!!.. l0ls
Do you know a secret about 8 (tammie)?
tak tau.
Describe the relationship between 12 (fui teng) and 18 (arthur).
no RELATIONSHIP!
What's the best thing about your friendship with 9 (Nicholas Goh)?
*cough cough*.. i don't know!... =P
Had you ever had a crush on 12 (fui teng)?
saya mau dia pun tak mau lah!.. l0ls..
How long have you known 2 (chin yi)?
satu n 1/2 years!
Does 11 (jia en) have a bf/ gf?
she ar!?.. i am her officially yi laii's nia!.. ^.^
Has 21 (kah yan) meet your parents?
tak ada.
How did you meet 11 (jia en)?
sudah lupa!.. xP
Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3 (choi kuan)?
yesh!.. when we play badminton!!.. she always hurts me !!.. i hate MSSD~
Do you live close to 7 (priscilla)?
not really!
What is 8 (tammie)'s fav. food?
mana saya tahu?!
What kind of car does 1 (elaine) has?
toyota vios , dunnoe and dunnoe
Have you ever traveled anywhere with 9 (Nicholas goh)?
l0ls...traveled?..!@#$%^&*? *NO!*
If you give 14 (lay sin) a $100, what would she/ he spend on?
SHOPPING!.. =P